Like most people today, I’ve been thinking about exactly where I was and what I was doing on September 11th, 2001. I was a 14 year old in ninth grade. That morning was different because my show choir was singing patriotic songs to celebrate the end of some sort of bike parade at our local Applebees. Once we got back to school, our music teacher gathered us together to let us know we got into some sort of signing festival to happen later that year. Everyone was cheering and excited, still completely in the dark about the events unfolding only an hour and 30 minute drive away from my town.
We all went back to class and rumors were flying. No one quite knew what was going on, and the teachers were instructed to act normal and not tell anyone anything. Some of my friends and peers were getting pulled out of class, coming back in tears, or not coming back at all. At that point curiosity became concern.
By the time I got to science class, my teacher, Mr. Fox, finally told us what was going on. He said it was our right to know. I then learned that the reason so many students were getting called to the office was because several of their parents worked in New York City. Other’s were being picked up because their parents were afraid something else might happen even closer to home.
It wasn’t until I got home that I finally saw the images that people had been watching over and over all day long. 14 years old is young, but I’ll never forget talking to my best friend Danielle on the phone, talking about what was going on, and feeling an overwhelming sense of sadness.
4 years later, I was deciding where to go to college. New York University was my dream school and I got in. My parents were so hesitant to letting me go there, in fear that something like 9/11 might happen again. But you cannot live your life in fear, and in the end, they decided to let me go.
Now, 2011, 10 years since the attack, and 2 years after graduating from NYU, I feel an added sense of sadness. Not only was our country attacked, but it was attacked in a city that means so much to me, a city that has a lively pulse no matter what time of day or night, a city that I will always consider a home away from home.
Today I, along with many others are taking a moment to remember, taking a moment to say a prayer for the lives lost and the people who lost family and friends. You will never be forgotten.